diet!

as a B2B...i want to look thin n nice n pretty on the big day... i dun want to look chubby in the photo... they say in the photo u will look a bit big than ur actual size... btol ke? then i have to be really thin to look nice in the photo la... urghhh... my skin bru je okey... bru 2 months clear from any pimples... tgl scar je...so..hopefully this new moisturizer i found may work... so..talking about skin..i plan to go for a spa treatment... i really like this spa... cendana spa at sec 7... they have this great package for B2B...so mayb i will ask my BFF-B2B too to come along... mcm best je ade kawan kn... xde la buhsan sorg2... here is their website.. http://www.cendanaspa.com/ i hope the spa won't hurt my face... body okey..rase2 nye bley x klo dorg kecik kn pipi n hilang kn chin... my chin ala2 double... hahaha...xnk ngaku double chin... owh..back to the topic... i'm on my diet menu... skip dinner... light breakfast... lunch normal... i hope it works..i only have 4 months to go.. i really wanted to look great.. help!! anyone... who wants my fat...please let me noe... i just went back from a book store...OMG..kelly osbourne is sooooo slim... bikini body shape okey... main meal...salad! so i guess...u just have to eat lots of salad to get slim... semangat berkobar2 mcm harimau!!

update...

seems like i have lots of free time.. everyday buka blog org n jd silent reader..than buka blog sendiri and ngomel sorg2... anyway...congrates malaysia...AAAUUUMM!!! happy news..esok cuti..so i can go to the wedding fair early in the morning... (^_____^) i have not yet decide on the wedding dress colour..all i noe is i want a combination of modern n classic...a songket n lace... macam baju umi aida yg warna merah tuh..i love that dress... i saw it in MOM photo album... wow!! i wish someone can jahit baju camtuh for me.. =) tomorrow is another wedding fair at stadium melawati, shah alam... for all B2B...dun miss you chance to get lotsss of promotions... last time kt sacc..me only dapat cameraman... hopefully this time bley dpt semua... time fair mcm ni..kad kawin x lah murah mane... singgit je semua... mahal tuh singgit utk pakai n buang... opps..mcm pampers plak... i was thinking of doing my own wedidng card...will it save money? is it worth it? i dun noe... i think if i want to make my own wedding card i should have done it like a few months before... sempat ke lagi eh? me blurrr...SOS... the more i read on B2b blog..the more i had in mind..the more i have to do... it;s not a bad thing..it's a good thing..at least my list goes on..i lupe about all the corsage, signboard, and bnd kecik2 nie... n best part is... i dpt new idea for my favour.. i like sabsabby's idea on the strawberry jam for the favour... i love it!! thanks sabby... =) owh..here is the pic of bju umie aida..superb kn.. gmbr curi from MOM.. thank u sapex... hehehehe,..=) see ya on my wedidng day!

preps for the BIG day

i am sooo stress... there is sooo much things for me to do... i have not yet book anything..well excet for the cameraman and the solemnization make up... hurmmm... yesterday my future in law came... to officially decide on the date n time...n others... okey than.. obviously..they changed our plan... xpe2... benda kecik..tukar masa je.. so..hopefully bley settle... i listed down a few things need to be settle by January... seems semua akan melegakan jika berjaya book by Jan... tp klo x... abes! first thing nk kene wt..is talk with the photographer... hopefully no extra charges la... plis..plis... then... kene decide goodie bag..se-ri-es-li... me dun know what to give... i nk bg sumthing yg people akan pakai..akan kenang... meaning.. no food... no brg2 deco... arituh my far far far away land kazen kawen.. dia bg pinggan kuih tuh! huh... mcm best jgk... sebelah pihak pompuan bg sudu n garpu yg best... bley wt tea set dh tuh... me at first nk bg mug... big mug... i dh usha kt ikea... skali tuh..stok bru x msk2 pun.. so.. xtaw la..dh blur dh nk bg pe... seyes!! help! need help!! then nk confirm kn baju mlm berinani n baju sanding... make up nikah done...make up mlm berinai done... make sanding not yet... seyes x taw nk pilih sape... jth hati ng sue cantik.. tp sangat mahal..but sgt cantek...soooo worth it okey!! hurmmm.. pastuh catering... adoila..nk amek sape nie... my mom ni relax je lg..hurmmmm....xpe2....by next month mst dh book dh... sebut next month mcm ade 30 hari lg je kn.. padahal lg 4 hari je... arghhh... pelamin... pelamin pun kene decide... hopefully boutique tuh bley la merealisasikan pelamin idaman ku.. huhuhuhu.... dh x dpt wt kt dewan... so... nk wt yg best kt umah... hehehehehe... k la..off to lunch.. chat later! muacks!

the bell is ringing...

it sounds like jingle bell huh... or english style wedding? hurmm..i'm not celebrating Christmas even though Santa Claus is in the air throwing gifts...hohohohoh... and i'm not doing an english theme wedding..i've decided that i'm doing very2 classic wedding... like my mom's wedding... but i coudnt spend big money just to get my wedding theme..so... i think i go for mixed up theme.. any theme will do... ha-ha each time the wedding planner ask... what is your wedding theme...wedding color... we look at each other than smile n say...we have no idea... we think we are open to any color, any theme... what do you think is good... well, they always say... "2011 year wedding theme will be fairy tales, princess, prince charming or lovely garden wedding...other than that...akak rs wedding theme mostly involved with PINK... blue pink, green pink, purple pink, black pink, all ade campur2 pink..."... owh no!! NO PINK FOR ME PLIS!!!! so our wedding theme still undecided...we have not yet decide... all i noe is... i still could not find my wedding dress, baju songket, baju persalinan... aiyahhh... 4 months to go and i still do nothing... &^%@&!(!)... hurmmm... we need to hurry or i will miss my wedding dress... tomorrow will do the last survey before making any decision... hopefully tomorrow's survey will worth it... or else... back to first choice...(^__^)

i love you till the end

the big day is only a few months away... so i was thinking of the songs that will be playing on the big day... i want it to be different... then i came across this song...it is one of my fav song... i love this song since it became the soundtrack of P/s i love you. i heart the movie a lot!! it really tells you to appreciate your love one... i would be lost without him.. he is my soulmate! what i would do n be if i had to live without him... owh..i just cant imagine that... so to you, my future hubby..this song is for you..i hope i could ask the gamelan team to play this song for you...

I just want to see you When you're all alone I just want to catch you if I can I just want to be there When the morning light explodes On your face it radiates I can't escape I love you 'till the end I just want to tell you nothing You don't want to hear All I want is for you to say Why don't you just take me Where I've never been before I know you want to hear me Catch my breath I love you 'till the end I just want to be there When we're caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on it's cloak I'm lost for words don't tell me All I can say I love you 'till the end

if it's love :a song dedicated to u

i heard this song a couple days ago, the lyrics is sooo sweet, i dedicate this song to my beloved fiance.. i will sing this song to you later k hubby? muax! While everybody else is getting out of bed I'm usually getting in itI'm not in it to win it And there's a thousand ways you can skin it My feet have been on the floor Flat like an idle singer Remember winger I digress I confess you are the best thing in my life But I'm afraid when I hear stories About a husband and wife There's no happy endings No Henry Lee But you are the greatest thing about me [Chorus] If it's love And we decide that it's forever No one else could do it betterIf it's love And we're two birds of a feather Then the rest is just whenever And if I'm addicted to loving youAnd you're addicted to my love too We can be them two birds of a feather That flock together Love, love Got to have something to keep us together Love, Love That's enough for me Took a loan on a house I own Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne I wanna buy ya everything Except cologne'cause it's poison We can travel to Spain where the rain falls Mainly on the plain side and sing'cause it is we can laugh we can sing Have ten kids and give them everything Hold our cell phones up in the air And just be glad we made it here alive On a spinning ball in the middle of spaceI love you from your toes to your face [Chorus] You can move in I won't ask where you've been'cause everybody has a past When we're olderWe'll do it all over again When everybody else is getting out of bed I'm usually getting in it I'm not in it to win it I'm in it for youIf it's love And we're two birds of a feather Then the rest is just whenever Then the rest is just whenever If it's love And we decide that it's forever No one else could do it better And if I'm addicted to loving you And you're addicted to my love too We can be them two birds of a feather That flock together Love, love Got to have something to keep us together Love, love Got to have something to keep us together Love, love That's enough for me

this is it!

we finally made up our mind and choose a date which yet to be confirm... i hope he decide it faster... the faster the better... so..lots of things for us to do..i listed a lot and a lot yet to come! duh! but take it slow and steady...one by one... things will settle on its own. hmmm...u noe what..i am the most happy person on earth when he says... "will u be my wife".. who will says no anyway..hahaha... we choose a date..not during school holiday as we need to fix the date with his working schedule.. it doesnt matter if you need to work on our 4th wedding day...i do understand... furthermore, both of us is a workaholic (am i?) he is the most perfect man i ever met...he teach me to be me...he is always there for me.. he always wants me to be independent, to be strong... he is a dream guy to have... we alwez be us when we are together..no maintain2..no acting kewl... just who we are... i am really happy and glad that he choose me...he wants to be with me..nothing is more wonderful than to have share my life with him. thank you for having me in your life...i am so proud to share mine. i love you b. muah! counting days =) semuga semua berjalan lancar... amiin...

find a guy who...

Find a guy who calls u beautiful instead of hot,who calls u back when u hang up on him, who'll lie under the stars & listen 2 ur heartbeat, who will stay awake just 2 watch u sleep. the boy who kisses ur forehead, who holds ur hand in front of his friends, who thinks u're just so pretty without any makeup on. one who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares & how lucky he is 2 have U..The one who turns to his friends & says, thats her" a friend of mine gave me the quote.. n i ask her...is your boyfriend like that? she said..almost... hmmm...amzing you found someone like that... i never believe there is someone out there who is as perfect n as sweet as stated above... i guaranteed! no guy is like that...who the hell would hold your hand in front his friend and says " thats her?" every one knows that man has their own ego...they will never says that...coz u noe what his friends would say " urghh....u r so jiwang"... a guy who is tooo romantic n sweet durung 'couple' time...may change after marriage... a girl when she become a wife is always devoted to her husband...but not men...thats why men is weird n hard to understand... they are alien! for me... my fiance is none like above...but i dont care...i love him a lot... coz he is perfect to me... "You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly" u may say that i'm jealous coz my hubby is none of above...but i am happy..never been better... =)

what a funny day

today should be my sleepy day...mane x nye... tido jam 1 pagi...but things turn out to be very funny... cerite dia gini... saya nk g ambil air sembahyang dalam toilet pompuan ni...ye la dh msk kol 2... mcm biase la kn..kite mesti la kunci toilet...lagi2 toilet yg sharing nie... bhy klo x kunci btol2 kn...so selepas i amek air semayang tuh... i pun buka la selak pintu..then nk buka lock kt tombol tuh... aik....xleh buka...pintal nye pintal... tuk! lock tuh terbuka..tp door knob still xleh twist... alamak! cmne nie..dlm hati lg la... berdebar2... cmne nk kuar nie..nerbes thp dewa dh nie..mula la i berpikir macam2..macam macgayver ade...mcm scofield pun ade... ape lg..i pun mula la..cucuk2 tombol tuh... alamak...xnk buka jugak... i pintal kiri taknak..pintal kanan pun taknak... abes la...cmne ni...i tekan bawah xnk gerak...tekan ke atas pun xnk gerak.. adoila budak2 opis ni...xde sorg pun nk g toilet ke... i dh sesak nie... after 25 minute dok dlm toilet...tetibe ade org buka main door to toilet...i pun cpt2 la.." wei! sape tuh?"...silent... sigh**....adoila...i pun dok la atas jamban tu jp... tgk2 sekeliling ape2 yg i bley gune ker... pastu dgr main door ajar..i pun cpt2 la jerit " wei! sape tuh"...nurul?lina?niza? hello...."...diam jgk...adoi la..mangkuk hayun tol la... pastu i dgr... "im?"...aiyark..punye la lame aku kt toilet tuh..xde sorg pun perasan ke'missing'an aku... "LINA! HELP! I"M STUCK! THE DOOR KNOB IS NOT WORKING!!!"... dtg la semua hero2... tolong pecahkn pintu.... adoila... cmne la leh terkunci sedangkan bahagian lock tuh kat aku... apenye door knob la nurul beli nie... buka2 je pintu mr.edward amik gmbr... nnt i upload ye... muke lega i dpt kuar dr toilet!

i am learning..

how idoit it is when you have to goole searching a way to be a good cook...well.. i had to admit i never cook all this while...until lately...accurately early this year i learn how to cook...it is never too late when it comes to learning.so i keep on learning everyday...but it never been better... okey...my vege sucks...my kuih tasteless..my cake horrible sweet...so...whats wrong...i'm learning how to cook..at least i try...if i do not try than bomb me to death... but i did try...just spare me some time...i'll do lots of practising... just dun judge me too bad...even tho i noe i am worst at cooking..but i will try my best to bagi u makan sampai kenyang!

jealosy is a bad bad thing

every human has it's own jealousy level, some are low and some are extremely high...some just ignore it and some dont even have any...in a relationship, it is kind of common to have a fight because of jealousy..i don't believe it if a couple say they never had a fight because of jealousy! i read a few articles, majority with 98% says jealousy is a bad thing in relationship..i do agree.. it makes yourself sick..it makes your partner even feel worst. we will always fight for our love.. but jealousy could destroy it in just a second.. so...avoid it! but jealousy person is hardly to overcome it.. anyway, it is a choice of life..stop being jealousy..u save your marriage/relationship.. if u did not stop it..u'll be losing the person u love and end up alone! lets see...what cause of jealousy... - your boy have a girl which is a friend? your boy has a female bestfren? - the girl is prettier than you? - the girl is hotter than you? - your boy contact her and not telling you? - u feel u are not good enough? - u feel bad? well...think back....reverse it... -your boy has a girl whom is a friend...well..he is still your boyfriend...and u own him...u are not a friend..you are his girlfriend... u r the one who is lucky.. -the girl is prettier than you/hotter than you...who cares...you got him..he choose you instead of her...which means u have something that she don't...in other words...you are hotter and prettier than everyone else to him.. - u feel not good enough...well..thats just your thought! you are good enough...u are better than everyone..being his makes you the best! - u feel bad? feeling bad for accusing him...yup! thats bad..always ask...who and why... for what ever reason...trust him..believe him... cause if he lie...you'll know the truth one day... but by trusting and have faith in him will make he loves you more..more and more.. some girls just devoted her life to her partner...no more other boys not even a boy who is just a friend..your life is only him...n him... well..that is your choice..u choose to let go of every friend you have for him...you can;t expect your partner to do the same...so..you have to accept...accept it for the sake of your relationship... tolerate and always discuss with each other how to overcome on everything... may you live happily everafter...like me =)

edward n me

as great as i expected...it's the best movie of the year...really damn satisifed with the movie... i watched it 8 times! i supposely watch it 30 times...if only vampire (i mean edward cullen) really do exist...i volunteer to be biten...who would refuse anyway... jacob as alwez...busybody...alwez wants bella to pick him instead of edward...but who could say no to edward cullen...he's sooooo hot! sizzling hot..n sweet n romantic...n nice..n understanding..n protective...n so perfect! so...breaking dwan will be in two part...1st part for bella n edward having baby...part 2 jacob n bella baby...how cute...cant wait for that! yuhuuuuu

gmbo hantaran

buah anggur sahaja....

marshmellow choc...credit to yohanna...

perfume n baju hubby..

sirih junjung..bunge hidup...giler penat cr bunga ros nie..

fruit tart...sponsor by auntie...nyum2..

potpori...pewangi katenye...layannn!

cuppies...tq to mas... ni la hantaran dari martina kepada saiful...huhuhu... nnt hantaran kawen lagi gempak!

to anyone who wish to tempah with my wedding planner a.k.a my sister..do let me noe...

8/10 people said they will never eat McDonalds again after seeing the truth about their food -> http://Truth.McDonalds-Revealed.com how can they do this legally?

kisah aku dan dia...

lime haribulan lima dua ribu spuloh genap la anninersary kami yg ke 7...pergh...lame gk kami kapel nie..pelbagai rintangan dan dugaan akhrinye kami memutuskan untuk memperkukuhkan lagi hubungan ini...atas restu kedua belah ibu bapa..maka kami memilih 8.05.10 untuk mengikat tali pertunangan...(ayat x leh blah)....huahuahua...

1.4.10 baru la bincang kaw2 nye..nk bg hantaran brape..ape..n lelaen... yg plng best...cincin pilihan epul sndri...surprise katenye...how sweet... =)

my family pn excited la...well..i kn anak sulung...so...my daddy yg best pn bg amek mini pelamin..walo xde khemah...tp rumah i ckp panjang utk mjls tunang yg dibuat scr kecilan tp meriah!...

check out the photos!

waktu perbincangan...time ni epul blum dtg pn lg...aiyark...katenye tgh nerbes....adoila...

tibe pun dia....dh abes majlis bru datang....so bergambar je la keje kami... alhamdulillah..semua berjalan dgn lancar...nnt sy upload gmbr hantaran n gamba2 laen...adios! love u hubby!

kisah saya...dan dia...(part 2)

abes je matriks kami terus berkawan...message2 mcm biase...there's one sentence he alwez used in his sms...that make me feel like love is in the air..and the sentence sounds like this " do u feel there is a chemistry between us?"...he said that sooo many times until there is one moment where i feel like.."do u love me or what? why r u keep on saying chemistry between us?"... so the answer is yes...he loves me... =) so we went for our first date...di terminal bus seremban...not with the busses k...there is a shopping mall there...so...our first date...he bought a yellow shirt..obviously he doesnt like the colour...thats why the shirt is with me now (he gave me the shirt on the next day)...then we watched muvie...50 first date..then we grab MCD...hmm...did he held my hand during our first date?...let me think....hmm....i dun think so...he's the type of guy who does not hold hand...until this few years...hehehehe... everythng goes really well...then we had our IPTA result... i went to UM...he went to UMP...thats the moment when we know we are so apart...so far away...how to go dating like this...so we planned that we take turn...gilir2 la turun kuantan n KL to date...that was fun.... well...every relationship has it's up and down...but we manage to handle it...handle everything with care...of course there's a moment where we feel boring with each other but we alwez cheer things up...well...we complete each other.... the whole university year was a year to learn...not just education...but we we learn to understand each other more...learn to respect each other...learn to tolerate and so many things.. i still remember there's one day he supposed to come down to KL and last minute he cancel caused he's not feeling well...but i dun believed it..so i said.."turun KL or it's over"...for the sake of our love he did come down to KL and we meet at Midvalley....well..guess what...he was really sick...n feel teribble...since that moment...i promise to myself...no more pakse2...cian my hubby.... anyway...i love u so much more....

kisah saya...dan dia...

semua bermula di KMJ...saya masuk KMJ tuh bukan lah untuk mencari boyfren...tp utk belajar..al mklumlah, kn semangat nk blajar bersungguh-sungguh sebab tak dapat straight 11A, jd nk membuktikan saya ni pandai, sy xlah mencari boyfren..huhu... semester 1 saya skema, tak pandang sesape pn, blaja je ngan kengkawan yang hebat, dok kt library, blaja, x pandang sesape pun...saya skema...sy score cemerlang giler walo tak dapat 4flat...sipi2 r... masuk semester 2.. segalanya bermula disini.. satu hari ni...mlm, ari selase klo x silap...ade org anta sms..."bley berkenalan..ahakz"..pada mulanya saya ingat kengkawan sy yg nk memainkn sy...sy bls.."kahkahkha...hahahaha..sape ni" mungkin dia terkejut dgn reaction sy..dia lmbt skit reply...dia tulis..."saya penghibur jalanan.."..sy pn malas la nk layan...tapi dia macam best...so...sms sikit2 je...sejak tuh..kitorg rajin sms...sms...n sms...n 1 harituh...dia msg..."bley x sy nk dgr suare awk"..amacam...sweet kn?...mesti lah boley..nervous ni....so...1st time dgr sore dia...sgt sweet... hari ahad, 11.jan.2004, 8.00am, kitorg nye 1st date...bekpes sesame...1st time sy nye first date pg buta...biasenye kn wkt lunch...tp dia ni lain skit...dia mkn roti je...gardenia sardin tuh...2 bungkus...sy mkn mee putih johor...fav tuh...borak2 mcm biase...n then dia skt perut...so tamat lah dating pertama kami... then...kami selalu jumpe...setiap jumaat kami lunch same..."perjumpaan hari jumaat" rumate sy kate....setiap hari ahad plak..kami bekpes sesame..n selame itu jugaklah...sakit perut menjadi penamat dating kami...habis je di KMJ....akhir bln 4...kami pn berjanji utk terus keep in touch...

akhirnye...

dlu sy tulis, sy suke 1 bju hitam nie...tertulis kt situ "the still of night". tu sebab blog sy nm the still of night. sy suke org tuh sesangat. sy suke bju dia tuh, dlu sy mintak, dia kate x nk bagi..tp arituh...dia bagi...ni baju nye...sy amik gambar nk buktikn baju tuh ade kt sy skrng...

tapi yang lebih menggembirakan saya...dia kate...i love u baby...yahoooooo! takde ape yg lebih menggembirakan daripada ade dia dalam hidup saya...

i love u too hubby...

udang ohhhh udang

tahukah anda cara masak sambal udang dengan betol? ada seseorang yang comel ni bagitahu saya...kalo nk tahu udang tuh dah masak ke belum kene tengok bentuk udang tuh... macam mana bentuk udang? orang comel ni jawab...bentuk U...bile udang berbentuk U dalam kuali maknenye udang tuh dh MASAK... tapi bukan ke udang memang bentuk U ke? orang comel tuh cakap...U tuh jd kecik sikit... comel kan orang comel tuh... geram sungguh ng kecomelannyer...