a note utk en tunang ku..

at least i can take a deep breath now..things slowly settle down... bit by bit everthing goes in place... thou this is not i want...but i know all i want is to get married with en tunang saya... =) lately ni i've been sooo busy...with everything need to settle... n lots of idea from other side which bother me a lot! so many things to do..yet i feel so short of time... eventhou i have 3 months to go.. 90 days should be enough to settle everything... people said..selagi x kawen..selagi tuh la ade je benda nk buat.. i guess their statement is true.. so..as time n lot of things-to-do bother me a lot... i easily feel moody... n i notice that i alwez lepas all my moody things to you... i am sorry... i am really really sorry.. i never meant to do any of that.. i noe it upset you..but u never show... u just keep on making me feel relief n i alwez turn up to be quiet...n i noe u hate it when i just keep quite... owh..i feel worst! i noe i am soo stuborn, so fussy, so wants everything to-be-perfect, so kuat mrajuk n so on... seriously, i am sorry... i noe its my bad... owh..other thing is... i never request for all those expensive rings n pendants... i was just telling you that "i saw this ring cost 17k"..but i dun want it... we already promise to buy everything within our budget... so..lets stick with that.. okey b? thank you so much for your patient, thank you for your understanding n thank you for your never ending love... i am sooo lucky to have you in my life... anyway, i feel a bit sad to be far with you again...i hope i will get a job there soon right after our wedding so i can be there with you.. =) take care when you are there... dun noty2 kay...dun let other pompuan goda2 u kay? seems like i have to finish eveything by my own now... love ya alwez hubby... XOXOXOXO (jiwang mode dh) =)